You crushed on me
As evidenced by your urge to be near me everytime
You wanted to sit close to me during lectures
You wanted to read by side in the library
You wanted to listen to me speak
Secretly you became my follower
And my guts ensured me that everything was fine
Fine though basic mistrust is what I developed on my childhood
So I could not trust in you, till I gazed at you once
And found you gazing at me too.
You smiled at me, and your ivories bewitched me
And lo!
I joined the world of love.
That fragrant beam is what I see till now, when I lie in my murky room
Just like the day when we gazed at each other
The day that I thought that you would be smiley forever
But forever is an allegory; forever is an illusion; forever is a scam
A glittering fiction; a spurt from reality.
It’s like the stunning versions of poverty
Where ‘slithering’ over it will only make your feet bleed
Though I was certain that heartbreaks are real
I confronted myself that they only belonged to the Bills and the Bezos
And not to gold diggers like me…
I was wrong and now I can allege
That ‘Amerix’ was and is always right.
I don’t really ponder of it
Because, I knew it before it came to pass
Though tears are getting the better part of me
Your ‘demons can’t move out of my mind
For they already made it an empty vessel to tenant in it
I have to cry for losing everyone who was close to me
Trying to warn me of your behavior
I have to cry for losing all my time staying with you
Buzz! All day, all night.
Buzz! All day just chatting with you, I wish I could invest it in reading
Buzz! All night talking to you, I wish I could sleep.
As a fool, I thought that love is all about giving
That I penned all my own for you
Only to realize that I was making my own series
The Lovers - end game…
My existence has been turned into a poetry world
All I need is Poetry and a cup of lemon
I’m now a great philosopher
And love is a scam for me now.
Very vogue.
A tenant in a fake world.

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